Thursday, 28 June, 2007

My Personal Rollercoaster

Today I cried on the streetcar for the first time in a long time. Today I feel like my heart is breaking all over again. Today I am so afraid of my life without him.

I know that I am making the right decision. I know that he isn't good for me. I know I will be OK. In fact, I will be more than OK. I will be great.

I know that today is the last time he will say I love you. I know that is the right thing. It doesn't make it any easier.

Text from the Ex:

It is hard not to write to you in the morning when I dream about you and think about you all the time. You are the most beautiful when you wake. You are, you were my curly haired little girl. You are truly captivating and remarkably beautiful. You should always walk with pride and confidence. OK, no more morning text and I love yous.

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