So this morning, yes morning, after another night of the Printer 'sleeping' at my house, he told me. He didn't have much choice because I basically said tell me or else.
Not really an ideal situation but it was making me crazy and I just wanted to finally address the elephant in the room. Well now I know.
He doesn't have HIV but he does have HPV. Not anywhere near as bad as HIV but an issue for me nonetheless. Why you may ask, well because I have MS.
My MS is well-controlled and has been for over three years. However, it is this way because I take drugs, try to take care of myself and avoid illness at all costs. Therefore having sex with someone I know has an STD that I could very easily contract - even with condoms, really wouldn't be the smartest thing I've ever done.
If I couple this information with the fact that the Printer seems to be looking for something beyond what I can give him at this point in my life I think I see the inevitable end.
Being an adult really sucks.
I think maybe I should just explore being single for a while...
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